Yeah, I know....

I haven't drawn my arts for 3 months. I have to get a job as fast as possible. Well. since I went to the interview last month and I'm having a orientation next week. I have to stay put until I get ready. And I need to cut down my blood sugar levels and prevent heart disease. Of course I have a depression that I won't be able to become an entertainer if you wanna tell me why. 

I'm still live with my mother's house, me and my sister will get a move on so I've gotta wait to get my job start. I haven't gone to church every Saturday. I'm too busy to do things. And I've been earning money online called CashCrate.com when I get paid every month. That's why I have enough money, so I need to increase my earning as hard as I could. 

I suffered for depression that was because I was cyberbullied and cyberstalked (well, if you ask me). I couldn't sleep all night long. I could hardly fall asleep. My hopes and dreams were crushed. I can't start my career to work on HBO and MTV. That's why I can't become an entertainer. I was being cyberstalked by this crazy person. I couldn't tell my parent because they will take away my computer. God... I don't know what to do. I'm so hopeless. Jesus Christ, I wish somebody could help me.